Finally

Finally my registration with University of London is confirmed. Phew, for a second I thought my 804pounds went missing. Lets hope my study materials will not be late this time. Studying for an international programme is so troublesome sometimes. And we only have 9 months to finish a course that's suppose to be 1 year. Zzz... But nevermind. I tell myself nothing is impossible.

Though I repeat this statement to myself each time I thought of you, it tells me that sometimes something ARE impossible. Maybe its time for me to let go of you for good. I'm sorry if I've been a drag to your life. And sorry for not even contributing a single bit to your happiness, on the contrary I might have caused you some perils.

I should try to have some vacation off, travel the world. I should explore, and see for myself how big this world actually is. I need to gain experience, meet new people, have new goals. Time for a life overhaul. For once I will take out my dusty guitar ad leanr a few notes . Haha.

But, everytime I saw a guy gets a hell of a good girlfriend but doesn't appreciate her, it hurts. I'm jealous. To me, every girl's teardrop is a waterfall. But, mayb I'm just beeing too demanding xD